I have been so scared to open my heart here again since the safe space I created for myself did not exist in my mind for a long while. I know that there is only one way back: to write.
In 2020 I’ve written the most I’ve ever written in my life. Privately. In journals tucked away on busy bookshelves.
Today I ground. Today I have landed in one place: right here.
Let that be the act of defiance that gives space to my spirit to transcend the toxic fear of living.